why am i at a constant battle with myself…
barely hanging on.
why are these thoughts polluting my mind?
is it something subliminal that has been artificially put there,
or am i conjuring up this wickedness on my own?
perhaps it’s hormones playing with my emotions.
either way, it’s constant.
i cant fathom loved ones taunted by these demons.
if i knew, i would quickly try to rid them of it and question WHY?
what would make them come to the conclusion
on non-existence?

-A.R.